Jerlus Kemanusiaan 28 October, 2008

Paling pilu;
bila warna cacian yang biasa kuwarnai,
terpalit ke atas kanvas diri

Terbit kesedaran, bahwa
terjemahan tomahan, cuma
chermin kemanusiaan dunia

Lalu, apa yang perlu?
Melangkah seperti patung
yang patuh kepada tali
yang utuh menggantung diri?

Jika itu nyanyian kelakian,
lebih rela aku menjadi bisu.
Jika itu ikrar kebenaran,
lebih rela aku jadi pengkhianat.

Tapi selut peradaban adat
berputar padat kelilingku
Menjerat erat kederat
urat nan berselirat bangkaiku

Kerna aku terbarzakh di fana yang hanya
memberi prioriti kepada posisi & lokasi.
Pangkat diangkat & harta menjadi dewata
juga rupa penampilan imej luaran terutama.

Hiba gila hingga
mengalir airmata simpati
untuk diri & manusia

Bila semua tertimbus terkambus hilang terus
dalam jerlus kemanusiaan ciptaan.

[maaf yg sia²+kulit perasan yg ikhlas+pengorbanan celaka≠apa yg patut kau terima]

All None Is Some 22 October, 2008

Hail missus cockroach wipe away your tears
For tho you’re dirty you’re wise beyond your years
Why insist being caged in griefs of necessity
When you yourself believe you have rockstar quality

¼

If truly you wish to seek your own path in life
Then persevere you must through pain & strife
& if it’s the one thing that you would care to remember
Its that which doesn’t kill us will only make us stronger

½

An eternal plight is the seeking of mortals’ irreverent joy
But if never do you comprehend that life is only a ploy
Then forever shall you remain fate’s reverent toy

¾

It matters not what colors your soul’s canvas have been painted
Nor is it crucial whether you judge yourself to be pristine or tainted
You should hold true to that which you believe should be forgotten
That in reality we grow & be molded by what we have learned

Jaded, Golden, Auburned & Whiten 14 October, 2008

O why do we love like the four seasons;
Yearning for Warmth when the bitter cold bites
Missing the Cool when the high heat is brazen
Fearing the dark while still hiding from the light

The sweet life of summer
The beauty of a winter’s day
The scent of spring lingers
As do autumn leaves sway

But we praise spring’s bloom
When winter snow is done
& when autumn’s dark looms
We sing of summers’ fun

Gile Tak Bersyukur 14 October, 2008

Do you ever wonder where is life’s silver lining?
& why does it insist on keeping itself in hiding?
For pondered have I of the the path & my meaning,
& altho I have so much it seems I have nothing

≠

So full,
But only full of emptiness,
Sorry friends,
I beg for your forgiveness

A Full Deck 9 October, 2008

Remember
The 4 suits of passion;
♠ To reveal so everyone knows
♥ To share so that it grows
♣ To reap that which is sowed
♦ To cherish so that it shows
& we shall feel affection
Together

♀ » Bile Mechaon ≈ Mechuon 9 October, 2008

My, the wonders of eve’s feminine beauty
Clasping its leash upon mine pulsing heart
Lest I be frivolous I try treading carefully
But incessantly tugged still to a magical dark

Wild be mine blood, crimson mine thought prefer
& might be called a wolf of easy sinful pleasures
Nay I beg to differ of this typecast of slander
Tis’ a mortal disease which I seek a lady’s cure

For I seek no more than a heartfelt smile which I brought
Or to banish the grief of which thine crux is truly wrought
Or as simple as happiness or lightness to your thought
But planting other trees I’m trying not

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Oh My 7 October, 2008

Oh my, unrefined are the shadows which seek the righteous light
But I pity more still the false knights hiding in the coveted darks

For the scars of naked faces altho’ scorned by fellows of the night
Triumphs always over glorified masks that misses virtue’s mark

What Would You Do 7 October, 2008

Passion’s legions first confession is oftentimes a miss,
Fervent servants’ first temperament is oftentimes a kiss,

You pursue to unearth a soul unclaimed ,
A scenic life, perhaps a significant other,
You wish for reassurance & revelations,
& yet always a twinge of doubt teeters.

Will we coldly stand & talk in place & leave it to chance forever,
or
Shall we hold hands & lock in embrace for this dance together.

Chronologies of Apologies 7 October, 2008

There be once a fool full of arrogant virtues,
Convinced by the veracity of his own truths,
Stewed silly & brash in a bold bowl of youth,
When indeed his personafication uncouthed.

& so »

If he could call upon the worlds’ words of forgiveness,
He’d declaim them all but only for his own repentance,
If only she would willingly will his return to deliverance,
For sunset to sunset he wished nix but her acceptance,

pleaseforgivemeforeverythingihavedonetohurtyou&makeyoufeelthatmylovewaslessthanwhatyoudeserve

Jangan * Never 7 October, 2008

I wonder why on twisted paths we wander,
When straight is the goal which we desire.

For truly the fallacy of men & women,
To see truth & honesty as an omen.

Could we not lay naked our bare desires,
That others could quench our internal fire.

Tis a gift of god our will & thought,
To disdain it is gratitude naught.

Mengapa perlu berliku jalan haluanmu,
Bila terus di hadapan hala yang di tuju.

Sesungguhnya kedaifan umat manusia,
Menganggap Fathonah sebagai durjana.

Bukan khilaf menyerlah keinginanmu,
Jika mungkin melunas piutang nafsu.

Akal & kehendak nikmat dari Illahi,
Janganlah syukurmu hilang dari diri.

Pastikan yourself do not wither sebagai insan yang tiada erti