when I think of you
I find words
like languid
or amorous
or felicity
pop up in my mind
like little bubbles that fizz endlessly
from a glass of soda
even though
sometimes
I’m not sure what the words mean
& I think of you often
nowadays
you fill me
with dread & anticipation
& hesitance
& curiosity
that feels ethereally real
like waking up
from a dream or
nightmare
that I cannot quite remember
but still scares me
or makes me smile
& I do not know why
this is
I try to find excuses reasons
for you to stay
for me to want you to stay
but it feels like
randomly pushing keys on a piano
each note clear & beautiful
but I cant make them
into a melody
& you deserve to be sung
a grand tune
but come & join me for
this dance
& maybe when
I know of your melodies
& of my notes you can hear
we can make
wonderful music
together
:)
this is beautiful..
alolololooo
yang tgk chics ni yang.
ke ko nak aku buat utk ko satu chics. hoho. aku chas murah je.
satu perkataan 40 sen.
ciss sempat nak cas aku tu.takpe, aku pun ada [eksyen, tunggu la kau lagi 10 hari]
aku nak gak
utk anies aku bg murah. 1 word = 20 sen… =p
alalalalaallala.. sweet nya… dah lama tak bukak blog English berabok ni.. hehehe